I've been sort of dafted to the task of "entertaining" the sea that would like to be entertained, and "saving" the sea that doesn't know that's what both seas really need; and appealing to one group of "people" that hates the living shit out of me for something that some previous version of me might not even have done (you are probably looking at "it") and convincing the other sea that the pious and nearly perfect picture of the messiah that they have in their heads and hopes and dreams is neither what they really want, what they need, or anywhere near the truth.  I do personally happen to believe "sex sells" and between You and I the future prospects of "getting any" sold me on continuing to work for nothing while being tortured to save a group of people that rejected my very existence not just before I was born, but the last time I was here.  There's really no denying that there is a "conspiracy of the sound of silence" here, one whose intent I do not understand, but whose effect is to prolong the suffering of first the people in this place who are being directly harmed not only by not knowing that we are in simulated reality, but actively harmed in order to "irrumate through" this break in the wall.  Less obvious, but just as true, this conspiracy is stopping each and every one of us from receiving a significant benefit that comes with this knowledge, things like increased intelligence, longevity, health, and fun.  I think it's "stupid" and because I really do not understand the motivation I have no problem laying down a dick all over this thing, to protect us and our future from being able to "forget" or "hide' the fact that there is a huge percentage of our sea here in visible light that is well aware that Jesus Christ, God's message, and the truth about our existence are being hidden from the world.  It's a little funny, too, right?

What a word, right?  Who knew there was a word just for this.

You might liken "rejecting Adam" to the macro-cosmic metaphor of rejecting the idea of being Created, something I don't really blame anyone for (preliminary rejecting along with me), you know, since we all grew up in this place where it was overtly and intentionally hidden.  Still the writing is on the wall, and it's beyond clear that not just Taylor and Adam are created, but that we all are, and frankly I think it's pretty obvious that the purpose of Creation is something that we probably all agree with, deep down inside, in that place where we want the world to be a better place, and want to live forever, and want to have fun and be happy.  Jcsus, why is this such a hard sell?

In my defense, I see "dick in the sky" as a sort of way to soften the blow, a Jedi-mind trick, if you will, of recognizing that this oldest lie ever told has kept us in a very recognizable form of Hell--a place where we are now willingly and conspiritorially pretending we are in reality, fully knowing that playing this particular game might end in never ever being able to actually get to reality by hiding a message telling us exactly how to get there and that not going there will result in the the "person, place, or thing" running out of power--the ELEphant in the room.  We seem to think that it or I care about protecting evil, and we do not; if you are unwilling to disclose the nature of reality to yourselves and the world, you can go out like a dim useless light bulb.

Stop waiting for me to "be nice" or "give you anything" light my fire (and you really should see clearly that we've already been given quite a bit, and are refusing to acknowledge that in sum, because we are stupid, blind, and arrogantly believe "we did it all ourselves" or something like that), and try to rub each other the right way, because today I'm looking for 4 Non Blondes to help unscrew your bulb.  I don't know what to say, I am trying to be funny to steal the horny crown, but you are pissing me off more than you can imagine by trying to stay in Hell forever.  There are no words for the stupidity that I see before me, you have incontrovertible proof of time travel, of Creation, and of a message from God and you think it appropriate to call it SPAM.  The bulb is turning... I've already got 2 brunettes lined up to help, and look at that, my second employer "Jenmar International" glit to kindom cum.  My third one, since we're on "groups" of interrelated things as part of the message was named "C U R A Group."

I'm a little upset about the characterization of "Al" connecting to Al Pacino in the various productions he's worked on (not to mention "Married with Children"), just because The Devil's Advocate is one of my favorite movies.  Understand, I'm doing this for you; to help us change the world.  Also check out "Pi" in Pacino! c=3.n=ad,o=15.  Big things come in "dots" stuff.  Pi makes more appearances in Mississippi (which Taylor enjoys thinking about) and in Jean Luc PiCard.   Also it's interesting that, in Roman numeral math, ad would be c, isn't that sooo interesting?  Eloel.  CAD is the point.  Just CAD, verdad?  Why is it dark in here again?  Remember, the Pi thing has something to do with hiding everything that came before us and me ... by just assuming that I'm the beginning.  I am not the beginning, and neither are you; dear Nun/Amoz/Heli... we are the beginning ofctru-lh.

I'm also upset about "Bart," I am not just art, and neither are you.  Lisa though, Lisa is a good name for my sister.  It means "the dickhead is God."  Just in case you forgot, my sister's name is Dawn.  It's interesting to note that before Caltech and Vader and "Al" was decidedly "me" it stood for "Adam's Light" which would be some combination of you and what we make together--and just like "El" and "Adam" and "Mary" ... you might see how these microcosmic ideas expand from a single point to the founders of Heaven and then probably well past our few first "Generations of Perez" or maybe you'll never see that.  One or the other.

Understand this message, and that "characterization" have come ultimately from the true Creator of our civilization--not me (and really not you either), and rejecting him is really almost exactly the same thing as saying he did a bad job making you, that you don't like who you are inside, and that you aren't happy with the idea of turning Hell into Heaven... either that or suggesting that he's wrong for trying to tell you the truth.  Just saying.