I am accepting charitable donations,.

every word, proof of time travel... and uh, "inspiration." every word.

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. John 1:1

ab ra ha m, the father, the sun god, and the holy spirit.

And Isaac said to his father Abraham, "My father!" And he said, "Here I am, my son." He said, "Behold, the fire and the wood, but where is the lamb Genesis 22:7

ha'mmer? of thor. Why, it's a massmailer.

Is not my word like as a fire? saith the LORD; and like a hammer that breaketh the rock in pieces? Jeremiah 23:19

ha'thor; daddy I want it now.

In the Temple of Ha'thor, in Dendera; the Den of Ra; scene after scene visually depicting mind control.

... oh the ha'shem, of Adam in Eden. The Holy Name.

Sh'ma Yisrael Adonai Eloheinu Adonai Eḥad

ha'laylot, 1,001 "nights" in Camelot

I have no words... text me though, k?

ha'rem, in your dreams?

I acquired male and female singers (or are they idols), and a harem as well--the delights of a man's heart. Ecclesiastes 2:8

at... 311 it starts with an earthquake, 911 then some aeroplanes...

the 411 is "and all the girls dreamt they'd be my partner... they'd be my partner"

after the "Total Eclipse of the Son."

And they will see his face, and his name will be written on their foreheads. Revelation 22:4

ha'esh, just proof of a parted sea, in the Hebrew word for the Burning Bush.

The Midrash relates that during the Exodus, when the Israelites reached the Red Sea, it did not automatically part. The Israelites stood at the banks of the sea and wailed with despair, but Nahshon entered the waters. Once he was up to his nose in the water, the sea parted.

The Stone

I will also give that person a white stone with a new name written on it, known only to the one who receives it. Revelation 2:17

a little louder now...

Sarah said, "God has brought me laughter, and everyone who hears about this will laugh with me." Genesis 21:6

ha-rose-ettes, rosetta stone to wh... is it a rose cross? ha, stone.

apple, honey, and nuts...

ha, nuke-the ahah?

let there be light.

Click this to retweet. It's called a link... to Heaven.

and ha'm

In the Matrix... are I x?

HA HA rm (short for remove) is a basic UNIX command used to remove objects such as files, directories, device nodes, symbolic links, and so on from the filesystem. To be more precise, rm removes references to objects from the filesystem, where those objects might have had multiple references (for example, a file with two different names), and the objects themselves are discarded only when all references have been removed and no programs still have open handles to the objects.

This allows for scenarios where a program can open a file, immediately remove it from the filesystem, and then use it for temporary space, knowing that the file's space will be reclaimed after the program exits, even if it exits by crashing.

rm generally does not destroy file data, since its purpose is really merely to unlink references, and the filesystem space freed may still contain leftover data from the removed file. This can be a security concern in some cases, and hardened versions sometimes provide for wiping out the data as the last link is being cut, and programs such as shred are available which specifically provide data wiping capability.

Isaac Asimov (/ˈæzɪmɒv/;^[2] born Isaak Ozimov; c. January 2, 1920^[1] – April 6, 1992) was a Jewish-American writer and professor of biochemistry at Boston University. He was known for his works of science fiction and popular science. Asimov was a prolific writer, and wrote or edited more than 500 books and an estimated 90,000 letters and postcards.^[3] His books have been published in 9 of the 10 major categories of the Dewey Decimal Classification.^[4]

Asimov wrote hard science fiction and, along with Robert A. Heinlein and Arthur C. Clarke, he was considered one of the "Big Three" science fiction writers during his lifetime.^[5] Asimov's most famous work is the Foundation Series;^[6] his other major series are the Galactic Empire series and the Robot series. The Galactic Empire novels are explicitly set in earlier history of the same fictional universe as the Foundation series. Later, beginning with Foundation's Edge, he linked this distant future to the Robot and Spacer stories, creating a unified "future history" for his stories much like those pioneered by Robert A. Heinlein and previously produced by Cordwainer Smith and Poul Anderson.^[7] He wrote hundreds of short stories, including the social science fiction novelette "Nightfall", which in 1964 was voted by the Science Fiction Writers of America the best short science fiction story of all time. Asimov wrote the Lucky Starr

According to the biblical Book of Genesis, Isaac (/ˈaɪzək/; Hebrew: יִצְחָק, Modern Yiṣḥáq, Tiberian Yiṣḥāq; Arabic: إسحٰق/إسحاق‎‎, Isḥāq) was the son of Abraham and Sarah and father of Jacob; his name means "he will laugh", reflecting Sarah's response when told that she would have a child.^[1] He was one of the three patriarchs of the Israelites, the only one whose name was not changed, and the only one who did not move out of Canaan.^[1] He died when he was 180 years old, the longest-lived of the three.^[1]

In the x86 assembly language, the MOV instruction is a mnemonic for the copying of data from one location to another. The x86 assembly language has a number of different move instructions. Depending on whether the program is in a 16-bit or 32-bit code segment (in protected mode) and whether an override instruction prefix is used, a MOV instruction may transfer 8-bits, 16-bits, or 32-bits of data (or 64-bits in x86-64 mode). Data may be copied to and from memory and registers.^[1]

The word move for this operation is a misnomer: it has little to do with the physical concept of moving an object from A to B, with place A then becoming empty; a MOV instead makes a copy of the state of the object at A and overwrites the old state of B in this process. This is reflected in some other assembly languages by using words like load, store or copy instead of move.

mysql> select mailid,sum(count),count(*),substring(subject,1,20) from stm join subs on mailid=id group by mailid;

+--------+------------+----------+-------------------------+
| mailid | sum(count) | count(*) | substring(subject,1,20) |
+--------+------------+----------+-------------------------+
|     79 |      10992 |     8493 | ... and they will se    |
|     80 |       5692 |     4434 | Queso er ahh? and...    |
|     81 |      18457 |    13200 | "Words" from the Cre    |
|     82 |       4106 |     3012 | DA ... LET IT BE TEQ    |
|     83 |      24648 |    18649 | http://IStheOME.GA      |
|     84 |       5693 |     3454 | Friends, Romans, Fam    |
|     85 |       9420 |     6610 | Hocus Focus; OPTOME     |
|     86 |      12785 |     7976 | THE DAY THE MATRIX S    |
|     87 |      12009 |     8786 | CAN I HAVE YOUR AT T    |
|     88 |      10298 |     7622 | THE DAY BEFORE YESTE    |
|     89 |         67 |       54 | YOU'RE MAUI ARE HERE    |
|     90 |      28203 |    20941 | DR. A$THOR Y. R. PEN    |
|     91 |       1385 |      968 | G                       |
|     92 |         34 |       24 | RED: Y on D             |
|     93 |       4882 |     3014 | hashemesh: holy name    |
|     94 |       2449 |     1347 | Approaching the Day     |
|     95 |      11769 |     7894 | MACK MY ZELDA!  DIS     |
|     96 |       7397 |     5322 | ISKAREEOUAC'S SEA, U    |
|     97 |      19636 |    12754 | NOW                     |
|     98 |       5571 |     3545 | UPS SRI. Per Ezekiel    |
|     99 |       6419 |     4163 | S  p  o  o  n.          |
|    100 |      18105 |    16100 | EX OR CIZE THE NOLIS    |
|    101 |      16124 |    13336 | Mazer Rakham's run.     |
|    102 |        131 |       93 | Any questions?          |
|    103 |      10266 |     7784 | ON THE FAM CHAN THIS    |
+--------+------------+----------+-------------------------+
25 rows in set (15.85 sec)

mysql> select day(first_time),month(first_time) as month,sum(count),count(*) from stm group by day(first_time) order by month(first_time);;
+-----------------+-------+------------+----------+
| day(first_time) | month | sum(count) | count(*) |
+-----------------+-------+------------+----------+
|              23 |    11 |       5637 |     4223 |
|              22 |    11 |       6784 |     5133 |
|              26 |    11 |       3292 |     2579 |
|              28 |    11 |      14089 |    10800 |
|              29 |    11 |       6362 |     3983 |
|              21 |    11 |       3153 |     2454 |
|              25 |    11 |       3111 |     2408 |
|              24 |    11 |       9442 |     6347 |
|              27 |    11 |       8371 |     6276 |
|              30 |    11 |       6231 |     3994 |
|              20 |    11 |       5287 |     4168 |
|               6 |    12 |      19949 |    14282 |
|               7 |    12 |       9074 |     5741 |
|              13 |    12 |       8626 |     6755 |
|               3 |    12 |      10108 |     7746 |
|               1 |    12 |       9397 |     5857 |
|               5 |    12 |      10484 |     8082 |
|               2 |    12 |       8771 |     5949 |
|               8 |    12 |      13041 |     9006 |
|              10 |    12 |      12608 |     8378 |
|               9 |    12 |      15073 |     9563 |
|               4 |    12 |      14075 |     9953 |
|              11 |    12 |      10956 |     7925 |
|              12 |    12 |      33456 |    28577 |
+-----------------+-------+------------+----------+
24 rows in set (16.70 sec)

I'd say something like 'AT A QUARTER MILLION INDIVIDUAL EMAILS OPENED" to juxtapose to the 10,000 people maybe more of the Sound of Silence; but that really doesn't do justice at all to the millions and millions of LISTSERV users who have opened over 10 million of my fun little messages--designed to help us see the light, there's something rotten in this den. Mark today, your calendar; we have over 65,000 individual email addresses opening the message of just these past 24 days.

Is the cure for cancer and proof of the existence of God news, yet? Asking for a friend.

IMHO, blow back.

mysql> select count(distinct userid),sum(count),count(*) from stm ;
+------------------------+------------+----------+
| count(distinct userid) | sum(count) | count(*) |
+------------------------+------------+----------+
|                  65120 |     247429 |   180213 |
+------------------------+------------+----------+
1 row in set (16.02 sec)
mysql>

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h0mer December 8, 2016 at 7:42 pm | Permalink | Reply

I miss those days man. I remember getting my first copy of VB 3.0 from a mass mail in the chatroom. (I remember being so intrigued by Pepsi, Soylent Green Server/MMer, FiRe Toolz, AOHell, etc.) Once I got my hands on VB 3.0 I began programming like a son of a bitch (Yeah I was like 11 years old lol) From laggers, to punters, chat commands, phishers, email bombers, ascii shops, macro builders, etc. I remember losing my AOL account for a.) scrolling a middle finger in the Nickelodeon chatroom followed by me email bombing some dude with over 2,0000 emails. (Yeah my dad was pissed, he forbid me from logging on and told me was lost our AOL subscription. Little did he know I ran a key logger on the computer and found out his login info.)

Oh man, do I miss the good ole days of AOL progz lol good times.

digital December 21, 2016 at 4:34 pm | Permalink | Reply

When I had those threats I resorted to <><'s :P

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aol progz… a digital throw back to AOL, 1995.

By digital on July 2, 2013

one of the main reasons that i decided to recreate my digital5k.com website was the constant memories of the AOL progz days. i won’t lie, there are redundant reminders of my AOL/visual basic (vb)/C++ childhood. it was a great time in life and the internet, if you ask me. let’s start off by how it all caught my attention and obsession… ascii art – which doomed my future and solidified my career in computers, programming, development and marketing.

    .___.__       .__  __         .__   .__________    
__| _/|__| ____ |__|/  |______  |  |  |   ____/  | __
/ __ | |  |/ ___\|  \   __\__  \ |  |  |____  \|  |/ /
/ /_/ | |  / /_/  >  ||  |  / __ \|  |__/       \    < 
\____ | |__\___  /|__||__| (____  /____/______  /__|_ \
\/   /_____/               \/            \/     \/

yep, ascii art was the one little element that attack my attention span and made me say ‘whoa, that’s pretty cool’. better known in those days as scrollers or macros. a macro is simple font characters put together to form a type of pre-digital art. i’ll never forget the first time i signed into AOL and say that beautiful scroll ascii art by ao-hell.

i was in 6th grade. who knows how old i was, i don’t feel like doing the math. i had just moved to the hell hole known as _____ from Houston, Texas. i had no friends. i knew nobody. i just wanted to go home. since Texas schools let out a few weeks earlier, i had some time to kill. a very dangerous thing for a teenager. what is a borderline anti social teen to do in a city with no friends? go on the internet with the elite speed of 56 bits per second.

for those of us who remember, AOL was very… fucked. the horrible chatrooms, stupid interface, laggy system and overall confusing nature, yet – it’s all we had. the internet was a different place back in 1995. images of a woman’s breasts were downloaded one pixel line at a time. often stopping right above the nipple or right below the belly button. there were no scams, very little spam, limited advertising and an innocence that can never be restored. the internet was the preacher’s virgin daughter that was just getting ready to leave home, go off to college and get fucked, hard.

it took 3-4 attempts to connect to AOL back then, i would go on to later know the swift backdoor, alternate numbers and general brute force attacks that would prioritize my place in dial up line. once you gained a stable connection, it was a release of endorphins that no drug has been able to reignite in my brain. it was instant freedom. no reality, no physical or gravitational limits, nobody to answer to. it was an open digital playground with visual basic as monkey bars and the rush of adrenaline for swings. it was a beautiful feeling for a child at the age of 12 with no real world experience.

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